There's no reason to be down this much. Life has more to it than just having fun.

I miss Puerto Rican Eddie.

I'm going to Andrews this weekend. But something is gonna be different this time. I'm not staying with christian or roberts or any of those guys. I'm staying at Jalesa's house. This is going to be a very interesting experience. I mean her parents are nice and stuff. I've never not gotten along with them. But there's just something about 'em, I don't know why but I'm always nervous around. It's going to be really fun I'm sure, just different, very very different.

sleeping is fun, it has become my new past time. I think I'll sleep for like 7 hours tonight, I'm looking forward to it.

School is really dumb. It's just stupid. I'm all for education, we need to be an educated society. But the way school try to do it is not very effective. Now college, is when you actually do learn something, not just learning random facts but the things that will help you in the career you want to pursue. But to be able to get into college you have to make good grades in high school. Okay, that makes sense, right? Yeah, except for the grades you get in high school. Like in my English class. I had to make a pocket for an imaginary character. This is almost acceptable because it based on a piece of literature that we read. But, the fact that I made an eighty on my outline because I double spaced is completely absurd. A "b" because of double spacing. Now this "b" is averaged into my grade that is to get me into college. And I didn't get this grade because I didn't know a certain part of English. So my grade for English that colleges looked at would be low because I double spaced not because I didn't know the subject matter. A complete waste of my time and effort. Not to mention the project helped not one person in any way understand the literature, it was basically just work for us to do. If we have to do work we sure as hell better do something that will help us prepare for college. And just about everything else in school is taught based on a test. Kids learn the stuff for the test, then don't ever remember it. Because they didn't actually learn it, they just memorized it. I don't know why I'm even writing this, probly because I have nothing else to do...at all. I'm stupid.

Samiam is a good band...download some of their stuff.

YAY!!!!!!!! Tickets are super fun...and yes by the way there is a curfew in Wolfforth Texas.

HEY!!!! It's me again. Well.... actually I have to tell you something ... It's Jalesa but besides that It's me..... well Ryan is not goin to do this today or for now.... I am.. I'm more than bored and this is just something i like to do just to PISS Ryan off... it's an inside joke... I have cheerleading tomorrow in the morning.. I'm about tired of all that crap... it's pointless i love pep rally's and football games that we travel on.... other than that it sux.... they are jerks and so on... welll i'm now tired of this so.... TOOTLES..... Bye
I Love MARCUM !!!!